Happiness

It has been so long since I can remember enjoying my house. This year has been forever changing and I am so happy that I was given the strength to make the changes I needed to! I love walking into my house and not worrying about anything and everything that I could get blamed for or yelled at. I am done about worrying about the past and moving on to the future for myself and of course my little boys!!

This week I have basically rearranged my living room to make it mine. I moved the bookshelf, chairs, and couch. I took down some of the metal artwork and will put the moose into Gavin's room. I put up my 5 pictures of my flowers. I took down and rearranged the kids/family pictures around the beach picture that says, "I Heart U" from Kilipohi. It sure is nice to say, I am happy for new beginnings!!!

Thank you all for your support! I feel happier every day for my ability to change things and not say oh.... POOR ME! I put myself into this and now I have taken myself out of it. Thank goodness! SMILES!

Beautiful day...

As I take a quick break from doing laundry and cleaning the house, I look outside and see fluffy snowflakes slowly coming down. It is quiet outside, peaceful, and just a beautiful Alaskan day. The sun being back for a couple of weeks, has given me the happiness back that I was missing. It sure is crazy how grumpy I got without the sun for 60 days. I better get some more Happy lights for next year!

Connor and Gavin are ready to visit their grandparents in a few more months and I can't believe that we only have 3 months left before summer starts. This year has flown by! I am ready to go spend time with my best friend, playing card games with my parents, and just watching the boys have a great time with family and cousins. They love swimming, riding their bikes, camping out, and campfires!